i promise to post about SWEET SIXTEEN today.

i really promised.
i really did.

until he came along.

yesh. my dear brother.

i was merely asking for the com to send chem proj files to yawn
when he came along and started badmouthing all sotrs to my dad.

my dad didnt really care.
so he started throwing vulgarities
and insults at me.

i became pissed.
i yelled at him to shut up.
but he continued.
he even tried to switch off the com from the main switch.

com then got problem.
he insisted it was my fault.
dad listened to him
or whatever.
they always blame the com's problem on me.

what did i do?
u(dad) deleted all m ysongs and pics.
still the com is liddat.

isnt that enough?
why didnt u think abt what dear george did?
by switching off the com in the wrong way,
he is not doing any harm to the com?

i dont know.
but anyway,
so george continue to throw insults calling me liar, all kinds of freaky stuff u can think of/ cant think of.
then i yelled that it was my bdae so he shudnt make me angry.

big mistake huh?

he then start accusing me of lying it was my bdae
and continue badmouthing to dad about my using msn
insteading of sending chem proj.

so i added: yea? so what if i lied? its none of ur business.

dad: oh, if u lied then i shall off the com.

me: off off la. my bdae cant even request using com as a bdae present meh?

dad: dun try to use ur bdae what bdae as an excuse, if ur really lying,
then u shant use the com.

speaking abt bdae.
they really forgot.

but of cuz,
due to brena/yawn/hammy/ahmu's ultra big present,
mum noticed it
and after sometime,
he mentioned to my dad- " oh today is your daughter's bdae~"

well, at least they rmbed i guess.

sort of.

but no comments.
not even a happie birthday.
not even ten mins more of com.

nth.

happie birthday to me.

even asking him to pick me up from tuition(8pm)
comes with grumbling and pissed off look.
he didnt even bother to look at me.

i really wanted to blog abt my sweet sixteen,
because it was really sweet.

Got so many wishes from frens.
and their presents were all so SOh-relevant.
almost all the presents were blue.

i was going to blog more.
but sry.

think sooner or later im going to suffer from depression
lol.

but anyway,
here's the thanks:
thanks brena for the wallet, the blue waterbottle,
the keychain, the pencil case, and the BLUE doraemon cushion~

thanks yawn for the card: Life without Soh(though it is totally ridiculous but funny i guess)
and the above things u bought with brena^^

thanks yanting for the ecard and the above thing u bought with brena~

thanks hammy for the wishes and the above thing u bought with brena..

thanks chouyin & yijiu for the blue metal book mark with the letter S
and the blue magnetic earrings(ahaha, cuz i got no earholes)
and the blue card~

thank evonne for the blue teddy who looks like soh!
soh cute~

thanks grace for the cute card and funny handwriting.

sorry i couldntsay much.

dad's threatening me again.

no.
two more minutes or u shall nvr see me online again.

its okay.
i still choose to believe u guys.

sweet sixteen.
sweet sixteen.

it will be alright.

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